Decisions decisions decisions

I have heard that the hardest decisions are the hardest. So I met Mr A not so long ago... Actually over a year go to be exact. Turns out he is still technically attached. This then poses the question what is in it for me?

Over the last year I have threatened to walk away once, but it did not help. So now here I am considering to walk away for good. My biggest fear is to be alone but if I cant have it all then why am I still here.

Have I not proved myself worthy? Am I not good enough? Have I been bad in my past life? How is it possible that I keep on attracting all the Mr Wrong. Cant a girl catch a break???

It turns out lately I have not been feeling up to writing. So maybe at this point let me log off. Will write soon.

Carpe diem

lyfeofDelaz